Cannot be arsed being dragged down with others people drama with everyone when I shouldn’t be involved and especially when I could loose the people closest to me.

Last night, I managed to get off my face even though I’m skint and today I woke up naked. What is my life.

Tonight I’ve realised how much it hurts knowing that my life will never be how it once was and how much it hurts knowing I’ll never have what I had with one certain person ever again. I miss you, I love you.

How some people have the fucking cheek to tell me I’m two faced (which yes, I am. What of it) and make themselves out to be top notch is fucking beyond me. You are a two faced lying little cunt who is craving attention. Get a fucking grip, your entire life has gone to shit and your relationship is down the drain and always has been so why you’re feeling the need to CONSTANTLY fuck everything up for me is a fucking joke. Put yourself under a bus, please and thank you.

Time For Change.

I’m finally in the right place where I need and want some serious change in my life. Mostly to myself in the way I am, how I think and react to things but also to what’s around me. I need to start moving on with my life, stop wasting time on pointless things and people, start to make myself feel better within my appearance and get into the right frame of mind. Perfect time for a perfect opportunity as I finally have no one to hold me back but I still have someone there to motivate me. Finally.